Chicken In A Jacket!

Hello peeps :) I finally have the time to blog now 'cause my cousin is managing my Maple Story account for me, which gives me some time to post about what happened today!

Anyway, today's weather is really nice and comfortable for an afternoon nap so I took a short nap (somehow :P ) for about 45 mins to an hour, can't really remember the time since I don't keep track of it. I was awakened by my cousin's text asking me to go to his house to help him with his Home Economics exam tomorrow -.- He's being tested on preparing a dish called "Chicken in a jacket" (this explains my title!). I thought it was some funny dish, but the ingredients are pretty simple. Cucumbers, potatoes, apples, tomatoes and yogurt! I swear guys are really not meant to be in the kitchen, I'm referring to majority of them because some guys are really good in cooking!

My cousin was actually having a hard time dicing and slicing the tomatoes and cucumbers, I was laughing at him so badly! I should have recorded the entire procedure of him preparing the ingredients, too bad I didn't :( Well, we didn't really followed the recipe 'cause the potato was kind of ruined by my cousin as he didn't know how to cut it properly, OH WELL GUYS O_O We used melted cheese instead, AND MICROWAVE IS REALLY A BAD APPLIANCE TO USE WHEN YOU WANNA MELT YOUR CHEESE! I shall not blame the microwave, maybe it's just because I didn't have much experience in cooking :L Overall, the entire process was fun and the final result of the food tasted pretty good!

To improve my culinary skills, I've made a pact with my cousin that both of us will cook a different dish every Tuesday so that we can fend for ourselves if we ever move out :P Sounds like a good idea yea? ^^ Whee~ I'm off to mapling now! Peace out!  xoxo

OH, SO HERE'S THE PICTURE OF THE CHICKEN IN THE JACKET, THERE ISN'T ANY JACKET ACTUALLY!

BLUE IS COOL!

First of all, my apologies for not posting for a couple of days, I was too lazy to post and nothing much has happened so I didn't blog. There's another reason why I didn't blog recently, shall share with you guys later! :)
Anyway, HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY to EVERYONE who's reading this post, though to some people, children = ages 12 and below. I don't really care, I'm 17, and yes, I am still a children, what do you think about this? :D Everyone can be a children as long as they feel that they're young at heart, why not? I think days like "Happy All-Ages Day" should be included in the calendar so that people from all walks of life can celebrate this day together, instead of just children celebrating Children's Day and they receive gifts whereas youths and elderly receive none! Okay, as usual, I'm crapping. If I'm the president of whichever country, I will make this day come true, it's gonna be a public holiday, everyone deserves a break! Whee~ It's gonna be good to have me as the ruler of the country!

Alright, that part is totally nonsense. Anyway, I went out with my cousin today because he had to settle some admin issues and I have to accompany him. But it was a pretty fruitful trip since I bought 2 Angry Bird passport cover, one for me and one for my sister, yes I am this good to her! Be jealous :P JUST KIDDING! It's 2 for $5 so I just grabbed two of them. I get the blue one while my sister gets the red one :) oh, mentioning about BLUE, I am this attraction towards blue lately. I kept buying blue stuff and I changed my phone case to a electric blue. I have no idea why, maybe BLUE IS AWESOME, LIKE ME! :D Just kidding. Blue is a beautiful colour!

Hmm, actually, the MAIN reason why I haven't been posting is due to the fact that I am overly addicted to Maple Story. No it's not lame, no it's not boring, AND YES, IT'S ADDICTIVE! I've been playing it non stop from day to night, but rest assure I go bathe myself and eat my meals, so no worries about that. Much of my time during holidays are spent on playing Maple Story since I am grounded by my mum, oh well, at least there is some form of entertainment!

I'm going to delete some friends from Facebook now :) I shall keep those who I usually talk to and my friends :) Whee~ peace out! xoxo

I SMELL NICE NOW!

Whee~ I'm back home from the SWANS BBQ gathering! As usual, I'm the earliest to reach home just because I've got a super controlling mum who always "offers" me a curfew whenever I go out. Sigh, I'm already 17, and yet, I don't have much say when it comes to going out with my friends, what a sad life! Oh well, I can't push the blame entirely to my mum 'cause it's her duty to protect her own daughter and make sure she is safe and sound. It's okay, at least I had fun when I was there, seeing my classmates, seniors and lecturers once again :) feeling really awesome!

I met my friends at the interchange and after much debating (I almost won the debate, but I have no idea how I lost in the end), we decided to walk there instead of taking a bus, despite my leg being "attacked" my blisters 'cause obviously someone "begged" me to wear my new pair of shoes (You know who you are :P ) Walking is fine to me if I didn't have blisters on my leg, but in any case, the walk there was enjoyable since I get to have a good talk with my friends and go all crazy over random issues ^^ Since I talked too much, I got thirsty and we went to e-hub to get drinks while my little sister went to get me plasters so that I can place them on my leg, which wasn't of any help, but thanks sis :) I bought milk tea from ChaTime, and I think it's a pretty new outlet 'cause I haven't really heard of it here in Singapore, but in Malaysia (I'm referring to KL in this sense), I see a few outlets in a shopping mall. Thanks to my cousin that I got to taste such delicious milk tea! I ordered milk tea with ONLY 30% sugar and most of my friends said it tasted bitter, but it tasted alright with me. 100% SUGAR WILL BE WAY TOO SWEET FOR ME! >.<

I fulfilled one of my wishes today and that is to cycle! :D I got so excited when I get to cycle because I haven't been doing so in ages! A few of my friends were pretty new to cycling so we decided to rent a few bikes and teach them how to ride. Sadly, they didn't wanna learn and gave up, so they took a walk around the park while me and the others went on an "illegal racing" around the park, like some lunatics who haven't ride on a bicycle before. It's fun! I LOVE CYCLING! I would love to get a bike for my birthday next year, which kind soul can make this wish of mine come true? :) I'll treat you nice forever! Cycling is a good form of exercise and I really hope I have more time to cycle! The friends who went cycling with me stopped by a playground and we started playing on the swing like some 5 years old kid, screaming and shouting as the swing gets higher and higher. And this, caught the attention of those people walking by. Who cares? they don't know our names :P The next class gathering location- THE PLAYGROUND! We need to retrieve our lose childhood!

Okay, it's finally BBQ-ing time! This is the slackest BBQ gathering that I've been to 'cause all I did was to help with the eating. Usually when I attend BBQ session, I will help with the preparation of food and making sure that the food is thoroughly cooked instead of just sitting there :) thank you to all those who have done a good job in cooking the food. Nice job! I wanted to try the stingray but I had to head home before I could even try it :( I'm so sorry my dear stingrays! I love the otah and hot dogs, and the TORTILLA CHIPS! All the food tastes so heavenly especially when you are hungry! I don't know why, but hanging out with the class and the seniors are always memorable to me! Love you guys! <3

The sad part comes when I had to leave 'cause I didn't get to spend much time with those who are present, especially my lecturer, Jim :( He came pretty late, and when he reached, I had to go home.. Sigh. I was like the center of attention when I said bye to my friends 'cause the others looked at me and were so surprised to see my leave so early. Sorry guys, it wasn't within my control that I have to leave early, I've got a curfew :( The moment when they said bye to me, my heart sank a little, though I can't explain why, but I know when my lecturer, Jim said bye to me, I could almost feel like it's the last time he's going to say that :( Maybe I think too much, or it's just some wild thoughts because I'm too tired. In any case, I enjoyed myself today and a big thank you to everyone who has made this day possible, a day filled with fun and entertainment!

SAY I'M BACK!

A BIG HELLO TO ALL MY LOYAL READERS! :D I'm back in Singapore, safe and sound, not even a strand of my hair is in danger. Really glad to be able to go back to my hometown and spend a good few days with my relatives, miss them so much! I shall just share about my trip back to my hometown with you guys, hopefully I won't bore you with my usage of words etc, 'cause I'm really tired and sleepy!

Alright, the bus ride home was really troublesome and tiring because we had to change to another bus at the Tuas Checkpoint. You have no idea how heavy the stuff were and I was really struggling to carry the things up and down the bus >_> thank goodness I trained my arm muscles frequently so it wasn't that bad as it sounds like it will be. The entire journey took about 5 hours or so and I have to admit that I spent at least 3/4 of my time sleeping, of course, my music is there to accompany me. I have no idea why I was that tired, I just kept sleeping till that very particular moment when I needed to use the toilet super badly. My mind just kept repeating, "Where is the damn toilet?!" My bladder-controlling skills aren't that to be honest, except the times when the road went super bumpy, so on that note, I needed a slightly higher level of controlling skills. If I don't control it well, there it goes, WHEE~ (get what I mean?) :P Holding your bladder is something most of us are trained to do, especially in school when the teacher simply refuses to let us go to the toilet or at a mall where the toilet at a particular level is super crowded as if it's having COURTS MEGA SALE -.- Oh, the best part of everything happens when you are finally given the chance to visit the toilet and release all that you want to! I shall not further elaborate more on that since most of us know how it feels! ;) <-- I like this wink smiley, it's super seducing. 'KAY, BACK TO THE TOPIC!

I reached my aunt's house around 430pm, which was actually my mum's former house, but if I were to explain why, be prepared to stay up late just to read it. JUST KIDDING! In any case, I love staying at my aunt's house (just fyi, I have about 10 aunts over at my hometown!) because of these three adorable kids that I love, especially the youngest one. HE IS JUST SO ADORABLE! Anyway, dinner at my aunt's house was fantastic! She cooked so many dishes that obviously my mum doesn't know how to cook them, or not I wouldn't be drooling like I've never did before (don't try to imagine how I drool, it's just a description :P ). She is a fantastic cook! She cooked nasi lemak, some vegetarian dishes, fish (the parrot fish is extremely beautiful!), red bean soup, long beans and many more. I ATE LIKE A PIG, no wait, I ATE LIKE SOMEONE WHO HASN'T BEEN EATING FOR 1321512 YEARS O_O It's just delicious, yummy, tasty and mouth watering! Oh, and the atmosphere back that was really nice 'cause I get to see all my aunts and cousins whom I miss dearly since it's just a day before my cousin's wedding so everyone gathered and have a home cooked dinner together! AWESOME MUCH! \m/ Though it's a little too noisy when all my aunts gather together, I still love the moment with them :)

AND FINALLY, IT'S THE WEDDING DAY! :D I'm so happy for my cousin that she's finally married and she managed to find herself a good husband though I don't really talk to him or know him well. They make a good couple and I hope that this marriage of them will be blissful and filled with love! I love the part where the bridegroom is actually being "bullied' by a group of sisters from the bride's side. And for my cousin's wedding, her husband has to answer a few questions about their relationship like where was their first date location etc, and if he answers wrongly, he will have to drink a cup of "something that looks super disgusting and whoever looks at it will vomit like nobody's business" drink :O I can't even look at those cup of drink for more than 3 seconds or I will vomit like hell. After he managed to pass this round, he has to sing a song for my cousin and actually make a pledge, that moment was so romantic. I'M JEALOUS >.<  Actually, this isn't the best part, the best part is when the kids (including me because I am this young!) get to receive red packets from the couple :D MONEY! I'd prefer to serve tea to them instead of taking their money since they've already spent so much on their wedding :( sigh, this is the Chinese tradition, I guess..

So that was what happened in the morning on the exact wedding day, the evening/night part was as fantastic as the earlier part besides having to wait for about 2 hours before the dinner starts. Since we are like part of the hosting family, we are supposed to go the the venue earlier to serve the guests and my role on that day was to help my cousin to take photos and help out at the reception area :) which was totally awesome! I took like tons of crazy photos with my cousins and laughed with them like mad! I never thought a wedding dinner could be so fun, thanks to my cousins :) I WAITED FOR LIKE 2 HOURS BEFORE I CAN EAT, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HUNGRY I WAS! >.< The food was nice, but I didn't eat much 'cause I was too bloated from excessive tea in my stomach. Something caught my attention at the dinner, RED WINE! I have been yearning to drink red wine since a few years ago and I didn't get the chance to! I drank like almost a cup of red wine and my face became red almost immediately, I had to go out and take a breather and wash my face in the toilet thousand/million times so that I wouldn't get caught by my mum for drinking. In the end, she still did -.- My face turns red super easily even after a few sips of beer/wine, but I don't get drunk. I was never drunk before~

That was what happened during the wedding day, more or less, I'm too lazy to go into details, but if you ask, I might just answer your requests :) IT'S SHOPPING TIME! My aunt gave me RM1500 to shop for a day, and my mum took away RM500 because she is shopping separately with me, which is a good thing because  I can shop till I drop without having my mum and sister to annoy me! I went shopping with my three cousins and I treated them to dinner since I have quite a huge sum of money. I bought many things, a pair of Supra shoes, a pair of Vans, shorts/pants, and tee-shirts! Whee~ a good shopping spree for me! :) Only about RM50 was left after I finish buying all my stuff. There's still many things I didn't buy, like my Simple Plan & We The Kinds album, cardigan and school bad. But it's fine, shouldn't spent so much. SPENDING RM1000 A DAY IS BAD ENOUGH T_T

So all these kind of sums up what happened during my trip back home :) I really enjoyed it! A big thank you to all my aunts and cousins who took good care of me! I love you guys <3 peace out! xoxo

CRAZINESS!

Whee~ Finally found the time to actually post on my blog again :) Haven't really have much things happening recently, just small issues that makes me really happy!

Yesterday, I went grocery shopping with my cousin, and because both of us have the "deprived childhood syndrome", we decided to sit on trolley while shopping. Just when I was about to sit on it, an uncle came along, and he was like, "The trolley is for you to place your items, not for you to sit on it." I got all embarrassed and ran away with my cousin, giggling like some lunatics. Who cares about being scolded at that point of time? I'm having fun!

Oh, so I had a good talk with one of my friends last night and she enlightened me with all her words, encouragement and advice. I really appreciate her help and I do feel better after pouring my heart out :) Maybe she's right that I'm being too harsh on myself, trying to be "perfect" for my friends. The fallacy of perfection, sigh, she has a point there though, I wouldn't deny it. I would consider her words carefully, and think about it, maybe I will be able to release all the hurt that I've been keeping within me. A big thank you to her :) I'm really grateful for that! I owe you socks when I return from KL! (Hopefully you are reading this!)

I went to the arcade with my cousin today and played basketball and the zombie shooting game! The games are freaking awesome! I must say, arcade is a really good place to train up your hand muscles especially if you are playing the basketball game! My hands were aching like mad after shooting continuously, well, it doesn't really matter as long as I am having fun! And there was this little boy who kept disturbing us, throwing those small boys at me while I was aiming for the basket, and he blocked my view while I was shooting the zombies O_O There goes my money! I got killed by the zombies because the gun was not able to receive the sensor -.-

I'm heading to Kl tomorrow morning :) so I might not be able to update my blog as often, sorry to my loyal readers (this sentence makes me feel famous for a moment!) I will try to update as long as I have wifi! :D Peace out! xoxo

Long Way To Go.

I'm not quite satisfied with the things that are happening around me recently, I thought it could be better, yes, it should be better if I didn't screw things up in the first place. I wouldn't blame anyone that bad things happen in my life because it's fated to be, but sometimes, things are just so overwhelming that they can suffocating and my energy are depleting in trying to fight away the unwanted thoughts and emotions. It's a war between reality and expectations of life. A tough war, and if I don't get the support that I want, I may lose.

Things happen for a reason, and there's always a reason why certain things happen. Whenever something unhappy happened to my loved and close ones, I will push the blame to myself and having the tendency to take up full responsibility for whatever that has happened. Because of this whole "I want to be blamed for whatever that has happened so that I will feel better" attitude has gotten into me and is draining me day by day when I try to overcome the inner part of me. I know I am fault, no matter how many times I'm being told that I'm not, sorry, that's not going to change my mind because when something happens, there should be at least 2 parties at fault or contribute to the happening of the issue, just like the saying goes, "It takes two hands to clap". I don't want to be told that I'm not at fault, the more someone says that, the more I'm going to push the blame to myself till I'm able to totally drown myself in guilt.

If we are talking about "forgiveness", then I'm sorry, 'cause I will not forgive that person who has done be wrong. Yes, I'm hurt, but this doesn't give me a reason to hate him/her. How can I forgive someone when I don't hate that person and I don't even have any grudges in me? No, I won't forgive for there's no reason why I should forgive because the person hasn't done me wrong. I'm not that person who bears grudges just because you've hurt me. Anyone out there who has this thinking, you're so wrong. If I can't handle the hurt and pain that I'm experiencing, how am I supposed to help others when I enter the working field? Maybe the word "hate" is never in my dictionary, though sometimes I like to say "I hate it when..." That's a totally different issue. Hating someone is tough, you are just wasting time hating someone when you know you could have used the time to do something better. In any case, time shall do the healing and before it does, I'm going to take a good breather and be selfish for this time and escape from the issue.

I'm off for some games now, peace out! xoxo

Emotions.

I'm a super emotional person, I wouldn't deny this, and I tear/cry really easily. Play a sad song and tell me about a sad story, you'll trigger the floodgates in me and I will start to tear. I've watched "Titanic" for several times and I always cry, without fail, though I wish I can control my tears a little better! I've cried while watching a comedy too >.< I don't know why I am this emotional, maybe I'm just too in touch with my feelings. At first, I really detest it when I cry 'cause it's like sending signals for people to "attack" me since I am weak. However, after going through so many lectures, I've finally realized that it's not weak to cry, on the other hand, crying is a way of being vulnerable to a person, especially someone close to you. If they can still accept you after seeing the weak side of you, they are truly someone to be kept in your life for good :) 

Other than the fact I love to cry (I only cry at certain times, so I'm not a cry baby!), I get jealous pretty easily, especially when I'm in a relationship. But, I have to emphasis that I'm not those type of "I'm jealous so whatever belongs to me will be mine and I will do anything to keep you away from my lover." This is the very extreme point of jealousy, and personally, I really can't stand people who do silly things due to overflowing jealousy. Yes, it's really hard to contain the jealousy when it comes, sometimes it's just able how you  handle it. I'm actually pretty glad that I know what "jealousy" is all about, at least it shows that I'm actually caring for that person, and that person is important to me! Like the saying goes, "Jealousy kills", I will do anything to control the jealousy that I'm experiencing and will not commit wrongdoings just to get revenge from the other party. 

There's no bad emotions, it's just about how you handle the emotions and what you do when you have those emotions (I feel like I'm going through one of the lecturers all over again, I'm school sick, for once!) I do get angry, like which human being don't get angry, it's just about the intensity. I have a friend who rarely gets angry, I admire her for that, she has such good temperament. I don't get angry easily, but towards my sister, I do get mad pretty easily, or rather annoyed. Sometimes when I'm angry, I cry (see, just proven that I love to cry, AGAIN!), if it doesn't help, I will just listen to music. MUSIC IS MY BEST BUDDY! When I was younger (probably a few years younger than I am right now), I used to punch the walls when I'm angry 'cause I was still immature and unable to sort out my thinking well, hence, resulting in me venting my anger on the walls. I don't like to talk to people when I am angry, I will just say the wrong things and make things worst, and regret my words after that. Well, now that I have better thinking skills, I'm not going to turn to the walls anymore!  

Oh, and I LOVE BEING HAPPY! This is the best feeling every, agree? AGREED! Sometimes, I just love the feeling of smiling non stop no matter what the cause is. It's a really awesome feeling. I can get happy over so many things, ranging from tiny little stuff to more important stuff. Let me give a few examples. I can get happy over leveling up when I play a certain game or defeating the enemy/monster/boss/beast/zombies in a particular level. As long as it gives me a sense of accomplishment by doing something that's right and not against my conscience, I am happy :) And I can get all smiling and happy when I know that someone gives birth, I love the feeling of knowing a newborn baby has arrived to Earth, it's a joyous occasion. SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE ME REAL HAPPY is remembering my birthday and just wishing me :) Don't it just feel great knowing that someone actually bothers to remember your birthday? (without the help of Facebook). 

In any case, I've been through the mostly all the emotions stated above today, except for jealousy. I'm still handling well, I guess. I'm going to do some reflection later at night :) Peace out! xoxo

FOOD!

I'm actually not very hungry, just feel like putting that title down to make people hungry! Alright, I seriously don't think that anyone will go hungry just by looking at this title. Oh well, one of my silly ethics again! :) This is the only title that came to my mind, so I think it's sign for me to talk about my favorite food, everything/anything that is related to food (provided if I'm able to get my facts right)! It's going to be a fun post, or at least, entertaining enough to make people stay awake and drool! PROJECT DROOL AS YOU READ THIS POST begins now!

First of all (this reminds me of the letter writing lessons I have during English in secondary school!), I'm a huge fan of spicy food, ranging from curry to tom yam to laksa and more! Just put a plate of spicy dish in front of me, and it will be gone within seconds (just exaggerating it so that it brings out my love for spicy food). I have no idea why I'm so addicted to spicy food, I think my mum over ate chilli when she was having me, which caused me to be born with a "hot & spicy tooth". I have to say that, one of the reasons why I started eating chilli/spicy food is because of one sentence that my grandma said to me, which actually scared the living hell out of me since I'm just a little, young gullible kid! She told me that if I don't eat any chilli, my stomach will be filled with worms. And on hearing this, I've decided to start to eat chilli! See, young kids last time are so gullible, or maybe my grandma is just smart enough to trick me to eat it! KUDOS TO YOU GRANDMA! I love my grandma! (random much, but spread the love!) <3 

Secondly, I'm highly addicted to black pepper food too! Using the word "addict" makes me feel like I'm consuming something that can caused me to be put behind bars for several years, breaking the hearts of my loved ones, harming my own health and to ruin my bright future. Why am I talking so much when I can just use the word "drugs"? I have no idea, perhaps my hands are really itching to type more tonight! Whenever I'm having the "western food craze", I will just switch my eyes and target them at the section just serving black pepper dish! I don't care if it's chicken, fish or whatsoever, I just want the damn black pepper sauce! I have to be honest, though I love black pepper food, I can't stand some sauce that certain stalls serve 'cause they are way too salty O_O it kills my taste bud almost instantly! I will be a happy kid if you just serve me black pepper food when I'm craving for it! 

Let's continue on this journey of my favorite food (noticed I type "favorite" and NOT "favourite" 'cause LKY said we are going with the American English! Whee~) I actually contemplated when to put next since food is like the second best creation after music. I think I will just go with CHEESE! Yes, I am a cheese lover! Cheese waffles, pizza filled with loads of cheese, extra cheese when I visit Subway, Double Chesse Burger when I visit McDonald, cheese pancakes, baked rice with loads of cheese! FANTABULOS! :D I just love to eat cheese~ I think I am the only one in my family who can tolerate the cheesy smell! Proud to be a cheese lover! My favorite cheese will be Mozzarella <---- the best cheese you can ever ask for on Earth (according to me!)

Next on the list we have COFFEE! It's not exactly a food, but it's still someone consumable! Well, according to Dictionary.com (Yes, I actually went to search for the exact meaning of the word 'cause I think I've been taking simple words for granted), the definition of food is anything that is eaten, drunk or taken into the body that promotes growth, provide energy etc. So I hereby declare that coffee is a food! I think coffee is awesome despite the fact it actually leaves yellows stains on human's teeth if it's not being well take care of. Of course, the most obvious advantage of coffee is keeping us humans awake especially when we need to burn midnight oil. Latte is my favorite type of coffee so far :) It's sad to say that I've never been really drinking it recently since I don't really get the chance to go out. Even if so, I'm always short of cash when I want to purchase a cup of coffee. Dear Latte, I'm sorry for neglecting you for the past few months, I know I'm in the wrong and I'm making my way back to you. Please wait for me!

If I were to continue my list of favorite food, I will probably spend a week to finish typing and reading such a  super long post can be tedious and tiring, especially for the eyes! I shall stop here now 'cause my eyes are sending me a signal to stop looking at the computer screen. It's being all jealous~ Whee! Peace out! xoxo

Growing Up!

I'm posting using my iPod and it's really troublesome. My dad is using my laptop now since the desktop is being attacked by virus. Anyway, I hope there won't be any major typo in this post, but if there is, please kindly forgive me 'cause it's not easy to type using my iPod and checking for typos can be tedious.

Anyway, I will turn 18 in about 4 months time :D really looking forward to that day though there's nothing to go all excited about. I've alway wanted to throw a huge party during my sweet sixteen but I don't think I've celebrated my birthday last year. To be honest, my family and friends don't really celebrate my birthday because it's either during holidays or weekends when everyone is so busy. I really wanna throw a party next year!

Hmmm, I think I watched too much of the 'My Super Sweet Sixteen' on MTV that I'm yearning so much for a party! The most important parties in life happen when you're 16, 18 and 21. I've already missed the first one, so I shall look forward to the 2nd one :)

So! When I'm 18, I wanna throw a really huge party and invite my friends over and just have a good time! There's gonna be liquor and really awesome food. Oh well, I need a really huge place for that!

When I'm 18, I wanna be able to make my own decisions better at home. I wanna say what I wanna say and not be afraid to do so. I hate how my words are been taken as a deaf ear and I'm so freaking scared to voice out my opinions. I don't want to be like a prisoner at home..

When I'm 18, I wanna have my first 1k in my life. This sounds really stupid but, every time I have money in my bank, someone is bound to borrow the money from me. It seems like I'm an ATM machine to them -.- sigh.

When I'm 18, I wanna tell someone something I've should have said long time ago. No more regrets in my life, though it's not gonna be possible, I will try to minimize the amount of regrets I have in life. Of course, to study hard :)

Whee~ I'm going to have fried rice now! Peace out! xoxo

Kidnap My Heart!

Whee~ I'm totally in love with this kid, they are the most adorable thing on Earth (according to me) :D
I spammed pictures of him 'cause he is just that cute!

I swear my phone's camera isn't good enough for me to snap quality pictures, but who cares? :D I managed to capture such adorable moments of this little boy!

And this is the only picture I snapped on my phone for today's health mapping exercise :( A little wasted but at least it's a memory to last me a lifetime!