1. I'm too lazy to post (as usual, laziness kills me).
2. I have no idea what to post since my days are pretty much similar.
3. I'm busy with projects and revision ( more like excuses than reasons :P )
In any case, I'm back to my blog now and I miss it. Isn't it agreeable that my background is so seductive and sexy? That's because it's Rainie Yang :D My craze for her is not dying, and it will never die. I remembered my friend once told me that, you will regret why you spent so much money on her when you are older. Immediately, I rebutted her and said NO! :P I'm pretty sure I won't regret since I did it willingly and it feels pretty awesome having such a good role model like her, though I can't really sing her songs, everything's cool! I'm waiting impatiently for her next drama to air (it's not even filming yet), I hope she will be able to work together with Show Luo again, they make such a cute couple.
Alright, serious things now, I'm in a pretty down mood recently, and I have no idea why >.< My smile feels heavy and everything people do irritates me and pissed me off easily, I need to find the source for my down mood and deal with it. Running away will not solve the problem anymore. Maybe I have been avoiding my own feelings and unwilling to bring my problems to reality. I seriously wonder how I am going to help people if I can't even handle my issues. No, I need to change this habit of mine and face the music no matter what consequences it's gonna bring, perhaps, I will feel better if I just face it rather than escaping from reality. Before I even deal with it, I need to have the courage to do so, which is something that has been hindering. I may look like I'm brave on the outside, but the inner me isn't what exactly people see me as.
Oh well, hopefully things are gonna get better soon and my mood will not be so down anymore 'cause I have to start with my revision and projects. I don't want my mood to affect my desire to study.. There's no school for 4 consecutive days (Friday to Monday), I'm going to miss my classmates. And I kinda dread going to school on Tuesday 'cause that's the day for the farewell party organized for the fun, loving, caring, wise, crazy and knowledgeable lecturer of the class. I miss his lectures and his jokes, of course, his life lessons. He's always so willing to share them with us, there's no threads of selfishness in him, and that's a rare sight in society nowadays. Goodbyes are always so tough..
Hmm, I think I should get going and start with my revision and projects now. Have a good day ahead lovely people :) Peace out! xoxo
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