Yep, I should be happy that one of my tests is done, it's finally over, which means I have one lesser burden to carry on me. I was glad for a period of time until that very moment... They always say that the truth hurts, and sometimes I don't agree with it, but today, I am going to agree with it totally just because I've been through it just earlier. I don't really know if sometimes I wanna know, or I just want to be keep in the dark. Oh well, I guess it's better to know than to not know, at least you get a clearer picture of the entire picture. I cried really badly, for the first time in my life, I could feel the pain, the physical pain of my heart and chest. It hurts so badly, both emotionally and physically. I shall not elaborate on it, I'm just gonna reflect and maybe come to a realization that I'm not that good after all. I still have a test to tackle tomorrow, I just hope it will go well. I should persevere on...
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