Occupied!

It has been such a long time since I've had a heart to heart talk with my smurf sister, I love it when both of us talk about our feelings and thoughts, like a sharing session, it's amazing :) Well, I told her how I wish I can go home late at times not because I am out playing, but rather, just to have dinner with my friends or stay in school for projects. I really dislike how my mum restricts or rather, forbids me to go home late even when I have valid reasons. It's not like I am going to commit crimes or do something that will cost my life! I just wanna spend more time with my friends, doing projects and perhaps, take up more commitments..

I know my mum is protective, but sometimes, I feel like I am actually suffocating. I have to plan my schedules and appointments for her, not for myself. I have to make sure it does not start too early or end too late, which means I only have a few hours to spare if I have something important. This makes me feel restricted in many ways, especially when it comes to school work...At times when my friends ask if I can stay a little later for project meetings, and all of the times, I have to say NO, which is an answer I don't want to give. There's not much I can do, because I can't change the way my mum thinks. No matter how hard I try to explain to her, it doesn't work. I will eventually end up in a bad mood whenever I try to explain to her, she will not change the thinking of setting curfews for me..

Anyway, I went for the YCM (Young Change Makers) interview today at National Youth Council :) It was a pretty good experience! I actually got a shock when one of the interviewers was a Caucasian, I was glad that I could understand her and there was no any form of communication barrier. PHEW! I stammered quite a lot during the interview mainly because I was too nervous and there were 3 interviewers in front of me and they were asking questions like a boss! I guess I can say that I'm pretty satisfied with my performance, but I have no idea what the interviewers think of me. I'm just hoping that I will get into the panel, it will definitely be a good exposure to me!

I love dinner today :) My smurf sister treated me to nice food, and all are my favourite dishes. We ordered sambal sotong as well as fried egg! Thank you for being so awesome <3 <3

For Glowy Prata, if you are reading this, you are awesome! ;)