Why?

It gets scary when you start to feel all lonely even when you are with a group of friends. The feeling is much more terrible than being in a crowded room filled with strangers, at least you can just randomly start a conversation with them. However, it gets hard to fit in when you friends are so engrossed in their conversation with others and simply ignore your presence. What's the right feeling to feel towards such issue? I get all paranoid when the loneliness starts to kick in, maybe it's just me, maybe it's just my way of perceiving certain things. Maybe if I can stop thinking too much, perhaps, just maybe, things will be slightly better.

Enough about me feeling lonely around my friends, it will happen if it is meant to happen, I shall not try to change anything. Well, there are some issues or secrets in your life that you can never share with anyone, including your best friends because it's the darkest side of you. The consequences will be too terrible to handle if these issues and secrets are being shared. I've been through this taunting period before and I certainly do not wish to go back to this phase once again. It's too scary to walk alone.  Lately, I am feeling rather insecure around people, it's like I am overly conscientious towards my words, actions and thoughts..

Alright, I shall cast away such negative thoughts now and start on my project. Till then, folks!