Standing Back Up.

This is going to be a pretty long post I think, because I haven't been blogging constantly these few days.. In any case, can I say that many things had happened lately that I could feel myself slipping away? It's like things have changed so drastically and I'm slowly changing to someone whom I don't even know anymore.

Before I continue to share about why I said those things above, I just wanna congrats my friends who have successfully completed their events on Saturday as well as yesterday, which is a Monday! For the Saturday event, OHANA FUN, I must say I really enjoyed myself pretty much. The interactions with the IMH patients were meaningful and a good experience for me, at least I know how comfortable I am when I am interacting with them and also to know where I can improve on or what I should take note in the future when I get the chance to interact with them again! It was like an amazing race concept, so basically running is a must in the entire event. Of course, I led my group around, running crazily and wildly and completing the stations like a boss! It was fun, I love it. The best part was towards the ending when the event has ended and  the group in charge was having a session with the lecturer. The sky picked the right timing and decided to cry its heart out during that time period, and even without walking under the rain, you can get drenched, like you've just come out of the pool.. I WAS SO DRENCHED. I was shivering like mad but I refused to put on any extra shirt although I have a few, mainly because there were kids under the shelter was well and I thought that it will be better if they have the shirts to cover themselves so that they won't catch a cold.

I LOVE OHANA FUN.
OHANA MEANS FAMILY. AND FAMILY MEANS NOBODY GETS LEFT BEHIND.
The team who organized this event did a really good job :)

Okay, as for the event yesterday, it was SWANS first Annual General Meeting (AGM) organized by my friends. I'm really proud of them because they've done a fantastic job. The flow was good, the food was nice, the speakers know their stuffs well, just to sum up, a really good job by them! *smiles widely* There was this part of the meeting whereby the participants will have to vote for the chairperson and the vice chairperson for SWANS and I must say, a big thank you to all those who have voted for me. Thank you for trusting me that I can do a good job in being a chairperson although I am still doubting my ability. I'm really thankful for all those who have voted for me, thank you, I will do my best and not disappoint you guys :)

Besides saying thank you, I want to apologize to the people whom I've neglected. You guys cared so much for me and yet, I chose to ignore and neglect your efforts. I am sorry. I know it's late to cherish and treasure when someone has decided to leave. I'm really sorry. No amount of apologies will express how sorry and how regretful I am, but I will change and make it all better. It's hard to help me if I don't want to help myself, so I've decided to face up the problems and issues that I've been avoiding and help myself. I guess that's the best way to show that I do appreciate their care, concern and help.

I will stand back up again.