Those Silent Tears..

When you're sitting there,
with you back against the world,
all alone, as the tears start to stream down your face.

No one knows that pain,
nobody understands the hurt.
All they see is the smile that I've been trying to hard to put on.

These silent tears are the pain that I can never describe,
no matter how hard I try to stop them,
they'll end up streaming down,
reminding me of things that I don't want to be reminded of.

No idea why I am even typing those words. I guess everyone has those moments when you just want to cry because you just want to. There's just going to be a point of life when you can feel the pain and hurt all over again even if nothing triggers you, even when nothing happens. The pain is just there, the hurt is still lingering, and that explains the tears that we let it flow. It sucks big time to cry over nothing because you will just feel like a fool since you yourself can't even figure out the reason behind your tears. Why on Earth  am I even feeling this way? I shouldn't even cry when there's nothing to cry for.. I am insane. Yes, I am. I need to get a life.

If only, I can have someone whom can lend me a shoulder to lean on as and when I want it. Maybe, just maybe, things will be a little better for me. But life has too many ifs.. I shall not demand or request for too much.

I like this picture a lot :)