When I was still in primary school and when I first entered secondary school, I remember those hard times that I had, and most of the time, I resort to using physical pain to numb myself.. Penknife was my only "friend" during that time, but no one ever figured out what happened and it has became another secret hidden in me.
My past has made me strong, in term of physically 'cause I can never feel physical pain like others, yes it hurts, but I never pay attention to it. Physical pain is nothing to me anymore as I grow older, I can get punched by my mum and just let it be and not be bothered by the pain, I rarely go to the doctor even if I have a deep cut or a broken/sprained bone. I think my body is screwed.
I always thought that the past has left me, and it's all behind, why is it creeping back in now?
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