Sorry.

I had a pretty reflective night tonight and thought of sharing my thoughts here and there's so many things that I wanna say to my friends, especially the 2 close ones that I have in my class. I've been giving it a good thought tonight and realised that no matter how hard life is for me, there's someone else out there who has a fate that is worst than me, I should be contended in life and look on the brighter side of things. My friend's right, she said that I have people around me who really cares for me and will be willing to help me out, so why in the first place did I push them away? For that, I apologise sincerely, and I promise to cherish each one of my friends I have, 'cause they mean the world to me!

True enough, things have not been the best for me, and I've said many silly and foolish things, living in a world in which I reject other's help, maybe this has something to with my pride. How much does my pride cost when I have a bunch of good friends who are willing to go through thick and thin with me? It's time for me to spare a thought for my friends, and stop making them worry about me. I've regained the confidence in life and I know that no matter what happened, I have them with me, and to me, it's all that matters. I appreciate and treasure all my friends, they are the ones who have taught me how to stand up strong again no matter how many times you've fallen down..

Friends have been the supporting pillar in my life, without them, I would probably lost my lives and not be here now. My friends are my life, and I would do anything for them, as long as they are happy and safe. I've wasted a lot of time on unnecessary thoughts and actions that have unknowingly or knowingly brought harm and pain to the people around me, I'm sorry. Please accept my apology and forgive me for what I've done that hurt you guys.

For my badass, if you are reading this, I just want you to know that you've been a really great and awesome friend to me. You've helped me out during my darkest times and I really appreciate all your words of encouragement. And I'm sorry for the times I've hurt you with my actions and words, though things are different now, you're still the one I treasure and our friendship is something that I will never want to lose. We have only known each other for 4 months plus and I know that you are one of the friends that I can trust and let me just say, you know everything about me that others don't know because you're my best friend, my close friend. Maybe you are going through a hard time right now, having some confused and troubled moments in life, just know that I am always here for you. Even if you don't need my help or don't feel comfortable in telling me your problems, just remember that when no one cares, I do. This is one line that you said to me that I will never forget because it has given me the strength to re access my life again and make me see things from a brand new perspective. Thank you! I know I'm not the best friend that you've ever met, but I am not someone who will leave you in the lurch when you are troubled. I'm not superman, I don't have super powers or skills, all I have is a heart that is always open for you and share the love with you and a pair of ears that will always be available no matter when you need it. Feel better soon~ You're not alone (: You love me for who I am, and that's what I'm gonna tell you too, I love you for who you are, and always will. This is a promise from me to you.

For the tiny little smurf who is always there for me when I needed someone to talk to or just rant about my life, thank you for all the time you've spent with me, making me feel like I'm special and can bring joy to the people around me. I used to deny the fact that I can bring happiness to people, guess you've made that a point to me now. Thank you! It's really rare to find a friend who will always stay by your side no matter how unreasonable, moody, bad tempered she is. You've done a good job on that, and thank you for tolerating all my complaints over the past few months, your efforts are greatly appreciated! You know you can count on me when you need help 'cause you are one of the 2 closest friends I have in class, if I don't help you, who else will? You've done a lot for me and I just want you to know that your efforts have never been gone to waste, not even one. You've influenced me to think in a positive manner and approach other ways of thinking and solving a problem. I'm a stronger person now so you can cast away all your worries for me! Cheers~ (: Study hard for exams!

Okay, this is such an emotional post, so sentimental, ha, but whatever I've said here, I mean it and I hope my friends can understand me a little better by reading this. These are words that I've been wanting to say, hopefully they can read it. I love all of you <3