Memories.

I've been spending way too much on Twitter and often, I came across this phrase, "Memories stay, but people change." I totally agree with phrase. So many incidents have made me realised that memories are something to be kept forever and that even if things changes, the memories don't.

Anyway, I managed to catch up with my secondary school friend today through text messages and we talked about the problems that we have in school, well, mainly friendship issues. Just like me, she has some internal issues with her friends and seem to be struggling to keep this friendship going. Both of us really want to save the friendship, but just don't know how to. She pointed out a point today that I've been waiting for. She said that, "I thought the friendships I make in JC life will be better and stronger since everyone is almost grown ups now and more mature". Well, I do agree with her, because I have this thinking too, when I stepped into poly life. Somehow, I'm a little disappointed as I'm destroying my friendship rather than building it and making it strong. Sigh, really wanna do something about it, I've been racking my brain hard for a solution.

No one wants to break a friendship that is strong and stable, every human being on Earth wants friends, not enemies. And I want a friendship that can last till the day I die, I thought I've found it, but somehow it was being ruined in my own hands. I should be blamed for that though, not gonna push the responsibility and blame away. Of course, every friendship will has it rough times, it has happened to me before with my best friend (the one whom I mentioned earlier). It took us quite some time before we talk to each other again and become close friends once again. Having mention that, it was due to my another friend's help that I actually manage to reconcile with my best friend. The solution was a hug, a really really tight and warm hug that made me realised the importance of that friendship, and how strong and stable it is. I always believe that a friendship that can withstands fights, quarrels and disagreements is a friendship that is as solid as gold, as hard as diamond. And because of this, I've made a pact to treasure all the friends I have. I'm still trying hard to work on this, and I hope I'm given a chance to.

On a lighter note (actually it's stressful for me, not really light), I have to make a trip down to Buona Vista just to get my tuition grant deed signing done. It's so troublesome and annoying because I have to go there for only about 30mins? They must be kidding me, oh well, once I get this done, I wouldn't have to worry about my school fees anymore, which is a good thing!

Yep, done with today's post, have a good night peeps! ^^