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Okay, obviously I have nothing cool to write as a title today because my brain is not in the best state O_O
Maybe I'm too tired to think of a nice title. There's really nothing much going on in my life today, just another boring day. I just have to say, I hate hanging out with my mum and sister, they seriously annoy the living crap out of me and I have no idea what to do to stop this annoyance. Anyway, I still have a way to deal with my sister's actions, but my tolerance level towards my mum's nagging and actions are depleting, so I have a feeling that I'm going to erupt like a volcano soon >.<

So I went to MOE today just to get my tuition grant deed signing done, I was there for like less than 15 mins, just a few signatures and I was out of that place, and my dad had to spent money on the taxi fare since the place is so faraway from my house. I wanted to have Subway and Gong Cha after the deed signing so I suggested to go to City Square Mall and so my parents, cousin and I cab down to CSM. Along the way there, my mum asked me why I want to take Social Work course, and she just don't get it when I told her that the wage/income doesn't matter, it's the interest that matters, and for so many freaking thousand times, I told her that I'm interested in this course and no matter how much I get paid, I will still do it. It's my passion, I have no idea why money is so important to her, I'm thinking, if someone gives her the money to sell me away, there's a likelihood that she will do so since we don't really have a strong relationship in the first place. Money is nothing to me, I just want to help people who needs my help and improve their lives, what's wrong with that? My mum never understands this.

Forget about it, it's plain pointless telling her about this anymore. Money has invaded her mind, all that's in her mind is $$$. I really can't stand it when she talks about money all the time. Never mind, the more I try to explain to her, the more she will pissed me off greatly. Oh well, not even my parents can understand me, what more other people. I should stop hoping and wishing that someone can understand me fully. Sometimes, I really wish that person would enter myself and make an effort to understand me and really know me well that no one else can, but I think I've placed my hopes way too high now and all I get is disappointment. I just don't learn from this!

I'm not quite sure if I am actually looking forward to Monday, though I really wish things would just get better after Monday. Sigh, why am I feelings this way again? I'm not a person who is very good with my words, and I tend to say the wrong thing at the wrong time and somehow, it always aggravates other people. If things just get worse, I think I'm just gonna hide myself and run away from everything, and I really don't wish to see this happening. In any case, I don't have many close friends whom I can pour my heart to, probably 2, but I've kinda lost one. Oh well, I shall try my best to save everything on Monday though I am no superwoman, but it takes 2 hands to claps, since both of us are willing to make things better, there's still hope!