Dilemma.

When you are being thrown a mission that you know it's almost impossible for you to engage in, what do you do?

When you know your actions are going to hurt the other party, and yet, he/she requests you to continue, will you still do so?

When you are at the end of the road, not knowing what to do anymore, how do you handle it?

If you know the other party will be hurt, and yet, you are the only one who can help, will you still be willing to help?

When you realized you are slowly dying inside, is there any way to cure it? 

When you have to force yourself to do something that you know you can't do it, for the fear of hurting another, will you give yourself the chance to try? 

You know, I really don't want to do it, because I know I will hurt you really deeply, is there any other way out or is this the only we have to help you? I'm not sure if I am even doing the right thing, you see. I know you want to get rid of that very badly, but somehow, I find it very hard to overcome myself. True, I am a part of the reason why such things happen, and I know I should do something about it. Just the slightest actions can make you feel this awful, I really can't take it anymore, I really can't continue with what I am doing. I'm hurting you openly, that's not I want. I'm not sure if I can even take it further. It's just going to harm and hurt you even more, you will see it's not the best solution eventually. If you still insist that I go with your choice and plan, alright, I will. 

Should I even go now?