Improvements.

Aye mates :) I'm feeling a little better and more positive today, except for the fact that I received a text from my friend which said, "You know, it would be nice if you just text me first every now and then." Hmm, the whole point is that when I text her first, she don't reply at all, on the other hand, when she text me first, I reply within seconds. Maybe it's once again, my fault that I didn't take the initiative to text her. I'm sorry.

Putting that aside, today was a pretty fine day for me. I've promised myself not to think about those worries and troubles that's inside me, and just focus on those positive thoughts and studying instead :) seems like I'm doing well so far. I shall just leave things till after exams and decide what I should do by then. There's no point burying myself in those thoughts and assumptions now, it just doesn't help me at all. I will leave them all aside as for now and well, who knows what's gonna happen in the future. Anyway, I was given the chance to purchase cigarettes today which made me all excited because it was my first time buying cigarettes! I didn't bring my IC along so I was a little nervous that the shop owner will not let me buy because according to some of my friends and my mum, they have all agreed that I don't look like 18 years old at all T_T how nice. It was a good experience overall. The second part was me going to buy the lottery. I don't know if I should be happy that I'm 18 now, knowing that my mum will ask me to do things that only "above 18" can do. It feels queuing up with all the adults and elderly in front and behind of me and I'm the youngest of them all.. There's just this insecure feeling inside me. This time, I remembered to bring my IC along just in case the staff wants to check O_O In the end, the staff did not check my IC, which makes me feel 18 years old for once :D

Lunch today was AWESOME! My mum's friend cooked abalone and cuttlefish porridge today :) It was super tasty! I ate 2 bowls of the porridge because the ingredients that he used are all my favourite! ^^ I love the overall taste, I don't know how to explain the taste, it's just tasted heavenly. Hmmm, I need to control the amount of food that I eat since I can't exercise recently due to my leg. PLEASE RECOVER FASTER! Yep, so I tried studying at home, and it went well in the beginning, and I got a little distracted after some time because there were people playing mahjong at my house and the entire place was packed with my parents' friends D: It's a little too noisy for me to tolerate so I went to McDonald to study! I guess it was my lucky day today because I met two Caucasian guys, really hot and good looking! One of them looks like Cody Simpson and another one look like Justin Bieber, just that he's the adult version of Bieber ;) Woohoo~ MELTING MUCH! I swear I eat like a pig at times, I ate so many things today and I'm starting to grow fat!

Okay, so I played poker cards with my cousin, blackjack, big 2 and another game which requires you to flip the card open and have to make sure that the number of the card is congruent as the number the player said :) It's somewhat a stressful game, but it's fun! :D Both of us laughed like mad and my mum gave me a "why do I have such a crazy daughter" look. Oh, I forgot to mention, my cousin dropped my phone today and it makes me sad because that was the first time my phone kissed the floor :( ahhh, it's first kiss is gone just like that D:

I'm gonna head for dinner now, and hopefully I can continue with my revision in peace. Whee~ Cheerios!